Sunday, March 2, 2025

The future 😔

 Hiii this is Mike mood plz / SystemDeKilla...

I have good and bad news about Mike Can't Communicate but mostly bad news sadly.

I'm gonna start with the good news: the planning is finished and has been since winter holidays 2025 :)))) Yayaya, hopefully if I have enough time I'll get it OFFICIALLY WRITTEN! However...we'll get to the unfortunate news: I no longer have enough time to write MCC (Mike Can't Communicate). Exams are now coming and revision is my current top priority. I'm in 11th grade now and will turn 17 years old in May. Due to high school, I'd rather focus on my education than writing the story. This may sound selfish, and I'm very very sorry for not delivering enough, but I hope you understand as I have no choice 🥺

Additionally and...even worse news, I'm currently suffering from creative burnout. It's been this way since September 2024, but now it's gotten even worse by 2025. I've been beating myself up for not finishing MCC and saying "It's unacceptable" to myself, knowing that it's been one year since I started writing it and I've started all over from scratch after January 2025. I'm very dissatisfied with myself, I take full  responsibility for everything going on the way it did. I shouldn't have announced a release date and I fully regret any wrong decisions I've made...if there was one thing I'd say to my early 2024 self, I'd tell her to take her time and not rush to a proper release date...you don't know what's to come in the future...I'm very sorry 💔

This is related to my burnout and I'll say it: It's greatly hurt me because art is my hobby, really. I'm very bummed out and even got bored of the characters and the story at one point, but then I remembered to be optimistic and maybe someday I'll get enough time and motivation to release it.

Sorry for the long unactivity, but I have no choice... 💔 I try to cope with negative thoughts and whatever life throws at me (like exams, burnout...), thankfully I've managed to live with that...I hope my burnout ends at the nearest time.

Thank you all, my followers ❤️

Mike mood plz (SystemDeKilla) loves you all ❤️❤️❤️

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